For as long as I can remember, I just wanted to get life right. “Daddy, how should I live? What is the right way?” I just don’t want to be deceived. I want to understand. I want to know as much as there is to know. I want to fathom the depths of this. More than heaven, I want to know………
As so, with these impulses, I have craved the absolute truth….the fundamental, unshifting parameters of everything….and on this platform, I will stand and remain…this will be my place of safety and immortality.
But then my friend doubt arises….as it always does, sooner or later….it has sensed the smell of putrefaction. Yes, welcome. Thank you. The absolute dissolves as nothing but abstractions….there are no levels here.
Constant Voice 
Wow, I’m no longer alone, your post describes “my life”, thank you.
HI Geoff,
Thank you…..no, you’re not alone. In fact, perhaps that’s the point of this sharing….perhaps I’ve started writing because I’m tired of playing this pretend game of being different and purposeful….had enough. Yes, we’re all in exactly the same boat here. 110% together in this.
Jamie