For some reason, for no more than a moment, triangulation ends. I’ve no idea why. That third point of reference, that lingering authority, that solution to what is before me is in fact what is making this, right now, unbearable.
This right now, for you, needs no one else, no guru, no shepherd.
This right now, for you, wants you alone, is for your eyes only.
There is a privacy here, an intimacy. You’re alone. No one is watching.