The war you wage upon your experience was never, in fact, your war, never instigated by you, nor do you really support it. Truly, you are not at odds with what is before you…you do not truly want to sever the ties between your intimately private perceptions….but you have become complicit in an arbitrary rejection of what is. Strange as it may sound, you have never wanted foreign happiness, freedom or perfection. Yes, society’s flotsam obscures your vision, but deep down you have always been quite content for things to be as they already are.